- বাড়ল বিদ্যুতের দাম
- সারাদেশে শৈত্যপ্রবাহ আরো বাড়বে
- জাতীয় চলচ্চিত্র পুরস্কার পাচ্ছেন যারা
- দেশের পাশাপাশি জনগোষ্ঠীও হবে স্মার্ট : প্রধানমন্ত্রী
- ১ বছরে সড়কে ঝরল ৭৭১৩ প্রাণ
- অন্যান্য গণতান্ত্রিক দেশের মতো বাংলাদেশেও নির্বাচন হবে : ওবায়দুল কাদের
- নতুন সিম বিক্রির অনুমতি পেল গ্রামীণফোন
- মার্চে আসছে আদানীর বিদ্যুৎ, কেন্দ্র পরিদর্শনে প্রতিমন্ত্রী
- এবার বাড়লো বিয়ে-তালাকের খরচ
- পরীমণি হাসপাতালে
As summer shifted to fall, I frequently located him hunched over his iPad checking out every little thing the guy could find on Mormon roots. We began to join him in his nightly shower, in addition to information would seep completely. Heaˆ™d stop from our usual safe subject areas and chew his lip. aˆ?Iaˆ™m sorry, but I just have to inform you. Are you aware that . aˆ? then heaˆ™d tell me exactly what heaˆ™d come reading. Regarding how Joseph Smith mistranslated some Egyptian hieroglyphics which happen to be element of our canonized scripture. About precisely how the guy translated the Book of Mormon while viewing a stone inside of a hat.
I listened half-heartedly, interrogate his means, though I happened to benaˆ™t going to search at all of them myself
aˆ?Did you understand that Joseph Smith partnered a 14-year-old girl against the lady will? Are you aware that heaˆ™d send boys on missions and wed their wives in trick when they were eliminated?aˆ? We seated around quiet as he stored chatting, a horror raising in my gut. We realized when Sean is correct, after that Joseph Smith was actually a fraud. I spotted no difference between his acts and modern-day acts of Warren Jeffs, whom I abhorred. Just in case Joseph Smith got a fraud — after that what did that make the Church?
I already performed know.
Once I at long last smashed down a few weeks after, Sean was the main one to put up me as I wept into my pillow and traipsed on the common road to despair, wondering exactly what living even created if the chapel gotnaˆ™t real.
aˆ?Itaˆ™s OK, Maren. Itaˆ™s OK. Iaˆ™m right here,aˆ? he said as he stroked my hair, whispering inside dark. Exactly what decided a finish, however, slowly exposed into something else.
Across subsequent day or two our normal mile walk looked to four as my brain tornadoed through development, my personal talks stopping mid-sentence with aˆ?Whoa, then that implies . aˆ? Whoa, we out of the blue need 10% more cash. Whoa, our very own sunday spare time simply doubled. Whoa, we could test alcoholic beverages, coffee and tea — the trifecta of forbidden products.
The unfortunate whoas arrived, also. Whoa, will my dad ever speak to me personally once more? Whoa, what’s going to my friends say? Whoa, we will die.
My improvement eaten myself for the next thirty days, and then we stayed up late mentioning every evening. Whenever I lose my garments for slick Victoria trick knickers, my personal self-esteem increased, and our belated nights shifted with other things. We were ultimately grownups, getting our firsts along, studying both without barriers.
Ironically, the Mormon chapel instructs that wedding can just only flourish if goodness is the same part of they. Nevertheless when we leftover God from it, we were absolve to like both totally, to generally share the duty your suffering as two those with nobody more.
Itaˆ™s started seven months now, and I donaˆ™t know very well what the long run holds. I’ve not ever been a lot more uncertain in my life time. But a very important factor is obvious if you ask me. Whatever takes place, anywhere we go, Sean can be at my part, holding my give while we think about it collectively — and alone — for the first time.
We rarely talked about religion, yet they consumed all of us. When Sean changed their temple garments — the sacred undies heaˆ™d assured to put on night and day — with boxers, i possibly couldnaˆ™t go anymore. It actually was an excessive amount of betrayal. We also known as up a neighbor with a husband like my own and cried. But rather of concern, she granted inquiries that surprised myself into quiet. Is Sean dependent on pornography what is an escort? Seeing R-rated movies? What sin got delivered your to the bad room?
My personal rips stopped. Their concerns were thus off-base that they appeared ridiculous. She got sincere, and wanting to assist, but she thought just what chapel teaches — that a man would best keep because heaˆ™s disobeying the commandments. She couldnaˆ™t understand this was actually a rational query. She spotted anything because of sin.
This began my personal brain twitching. I know Sean was still a person, he nonetheless maintained similar ethical standards he’d when he married me personally. The chapel was incorrect about him. Just what more might they getting completely wrong about? I shoved the idea aside.
But i needed to comprehend him. This was Sean, the person who endured by me during numerous years of medical depression. The man just who pretended as a dinosaur as he chased every shrieking sons across the space. He wasnaˆ™t some heathen. I really couldnaˆ™t think that. I wouldnaˆ™t believe it. Heaˆ™d long been a skeptic, and although used to donaˆ™t agree with him, we knew intellectually that heaˆ™d never make this choice without consideration in the insights.
জাতির পিতা বঙ্গবন্ধু শেখ মুজিবুর রহমানের কনিষ্ঠপুত্র শেখ রাসেলের স্মৃতিচারণ করতে গিয়ে অশ্রুসিক্ত হয়ে পড়েন বড় বোন ও প্রধানমন্ত্রী শেখ হাসিনা।শুক্রবার বঙ্গবন্ধু আন্তর্জাতিক সম্মেলন কেন্দ্রে শেখ রাসেল জাতীয় শিশু-কিশোর পরিষদ আয়োজিত আলোচনা সভা ও পুরস্কার বিতরণী অনুষ্ঠানে অশ্রুসিক্ত হয়ে পড়েন তিনি।
সম্পাদক : মোঃ ইয়াসিন টিপু
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